The gay world scares me a little too much ):
And I mean this in the sense of how promiscuous most of us are.
I hate to make generalizations, but I really feel most gays don’t give a shit about you even if you’re in a relationship… They still just want the D.
And it sucks when you’re single because it’s so hard to distinguish those who are genuine and those who just want sex.
That’s why my advice is to wait at least a few weeks to do anything sexual, it’ll make everything way worth it. I promise.
—Stay With Me
Sam Smith- Stay With Me
If a photographer takes photographs for you out of his/ her free will, then at least credit him/ her when/ if you choose to use the photographs on social networks.
Especially if you’re some form of an artist yourself.
And I realize that I’m counting the days until I see you again rather than the days til my birthday.
It isn’t about me anymore, it’s about us.
Dang. I like you a lotta.
( I won’t get to see him on my birthday because he has finals, but it’s okay!!! The next 23 days need to go by quicker (: )
I finally made a portfolio for my photography. I applied to one place so far and got an interview! This is awesome.
But I need to apply to more places now.
One thing I hate about myself is that I have this mentality that I could never feel sorry for myself because of the upbringing I was raised with.
Even when I’m having a plain shit day, I always think of the things I should be grateful for.
On paper, this is nice because you take the disappointments and see the positives, but it actually sucks because you’re mostly doing this because you were raised to not be selfish enough to be mad at the world.
Damn it. Why can’t I just be selfish for a day?
I fucking hate this.