it kills me.
cults - go outside
It seems as if I post less and less with each passing month. I guess this post is to let you guys know that I’m still alive and that I don’t always wear a beanie or hat. I’m not too sure what to update you guys on except for the fact that I’ll be in norcal for the next few days. Here’s a short list of things I’m hoping to do while I’m home.
- Visit the NorCal kids [sacramento, dublin, san jose].
Catch up with family / the pets
- Start gift shopping
Eat home cooked meals / stock up on food to bring back to SoCal
- Catch up on some TV shows [HIMYM, Modern Family, The Walking Dead]
- Take time to myself. Relax. Reflect. Recollect.
- Go to San Francisco and visit Japantown and the Fisherman’s Wharf! And maybe Union Square
PS screw the turkey, I want some yao hawn, prahok, bok lahong, and curry (cambodian food). And oh, I really need to catch up on sleep.
the perks of being a wallflower.
Anonymous asked: im only questioning and answer as anon to hide my identity. I wouldn't say his name on here because I realized he has a tumblr too. no, you're not being punked. it's funny how you lack the motivation when you can inspire so many around you. I'll say just keep doing what you've been doing all this time. you'll find the motivation one day to keep push you forward in life. it won't be easy but it's there :) and... aspire to inspire before you expire. glad there are people like you out there!
Thank you a lot, it honestly feels nice to know that people out there care - even if you don’t know who they are, haha. And I’m trying my best to keep myself together. It’s not easy, but I’m not giving up. And I hope someday you won’t have to stay anon. I’m a nice guy unless you don’t like sushi.
omgitsgordon asked: are you pinoy?
life and stuff.
bon iver - for emma
but yet you feel so lost.
Life doesn’t come with some kind of road map that directs you with where to go. If everything in life came to us so easily, then we’d never have learning experiences. Sometimes, you find yourself set with goals and plans and you’re almost there - right at the finish line, but yet you feel so lost. Life comes at you fast, but it’s okay to pause and take a break. The only time you truly fail is if you learn nothing from your mistakes. Sometimes you have to allow yourself to be lost - because in doing so, you ultimately find yourself.
I just might lose. You just might win.
But are there real any losers out of this?
Anonymous asked: thought you were Filipino at first. and think you're pretty cute too... but i did come across your tumblr because I thought I've seen you from somewhere. found out you're friends with my cousin and I've seen you in some of his pictures. anyway, just want to say you're a pretty inspiring person. and your photos are amazing as well :)
Haha, a lot of people think I’m Filipino at first. Thanks, haha. And oh, that’s quite interesting… who is your cousin? And why are you on anon? Thanks a lot though, I really appreciate it. I guess I still find it odd that people can consider me inspiring when I lack so much motivation and inspiration at the moment. And dang, you’re just on a roll with the compliments, am I being punked? Thank you though!! It really does mean a lot.